you won't fool

the children of the revolutionnnnnnn

yeah, so it's 3:13 AM and i've been reading old notes, looking through old favorites from my aol account and forgetting who i am in the present to live as who I used to be for a few hours.. and it's pretty mentally taxing if you ask me. i tried listening to MCR but just couldn't do it. or i could, but not for too long.

i wonder how long it is until i find a true meaning for life [ie-someone to change the meaning] and not just this limbo shit where i feel like i know everything even though i know i know nothing at all. -whew.-

i'm really glad i am who i am now, and not who I thought i'd be now... because if i were who i thought i'd be now like 4 years ago i'd be riding around in a van seeing the country on tour with a band with an imaginary drummer, a tan.. famous.. eh. i mean, i doubt it'd happen anyway but whatever.

uhh shit i better just try to go to sleep.

it makes me sad that danielles xanga is gone.