music for you, my dear.

i don't know who you are. but i love you. i'm feeling happy. here's the music i talked about up there. :

I hate..

now, i'm not sure yet if i'm going to make this a post exclusively a list of things I hate but i'm definitely going to name a few.

1)douchebag boys that are already dating somebody new that won't leave me the fuck alone and still prank call me from blocked numbers and try to get their friends to add me on myspace since I deleted him and my profile is private and that bugs him since he probably wants to leave me a hateful truthbox comment [which i've already taken down]. i know that, gramatically, that last sentence was all over the place. but i'm trying to keep things together. the saddest part? i didn't do a thing to him. fucking nothing. and i'm glad I never did anything with him, in other ways too. but really, he ignored me for a month and now it seems he's just doing things to piss me off.

I also feel sad for poor ignorant girls that get swept away by said guy and end up in 'love' with him, or whatever love is when your a neurotic asshole who wants everyone for himself.. i actually feel sorry for that girl. since he is an awfully ugly son-of-a-bitch, too. MUSIC/MOVIE TASTE DOES NOT MAKE A GUY.

I want to flash his name in lights, everywhere, and let everyone know how much of an asshole he really is. or just hear he's sadly died in a car wreck on the intersate on the news.. i really hate him that much.

2)I forgot where i was going with this list. i hate english homework.. and distance. the distances between oceans and continents and other things..

in other news..:
i'm feeling slightly sick. but my friend wants me to meet her at applebees tonight.. so i will. woot

spose' that's all. not that anything is successfully 'off of my chest'.. that will take a lot more than a blog on blogspot that nobody will ever read. an awful lot more.
-c

artsy fartsy things

i've been uploading it everywhere, but whatever. I'm gonna do it again.





















yup, well took me around 12 hours to do, and the pencil on the left is for scale.. i'm really proud of it. i can't remember why I was making this blog other than bragging about my drawing.

so i'm watching spaced right now and i've decided that I want to move to england. or.. uh, visit there, at least. maybe visit for an extended amount of time. i wonder if i could pull of a bridget-jones-esque fake accent for very long? haha, probably not.

in other news, i'm procrastinating again.. there's some thing that i'm supposed to do for english tomorrow, but oh well. also, i have a crick in my neck. and i'm starving. but i'm not gonna go eat anything right now..

any suggestions on how to make this blog not look quite as lame? layout-wise..? or where i could find a layout.. etc.

would most definately be helpful.

so i guess that's all for today..
-c

so..

I think i had an account on here before, but uhm. yeah i made another one because I couldn't remember the old one.

SO. today I took my drivers license test and failed. for the first time, so i guess it's not that horrible. i'm really such an idiot, since i've had OVER a hundred hours of practice and whatnot, but i accidentally turned on a street i thought the woman told me to turn on.. but did not...

anyway. aside from my increasingly annoying selective hearing, life has been going pretty good. i'm going to start knitting something pretty soon. knitting seems cooler than crocheting, which is all I can really do at the moment.

yup. well thats all for today. lemme go figure out how to make this blog not look like complete shit.
-c